Sometimes in life..
we cant take things for granted..
cause the one that you love, that you thought will be the one holding your hands forever ;
your best friend, the one you thought will be there supporting you and hearing all your sorrows
will just leave you with no reasons..
maybe its cause of something or somebody..
Cause they are the ones who know you better than anyone or even yourself
but yet are the easiest to be blind folded by people's words..
When they start to not believing you and start finding excuses to avoid you
there is no way to turn back and make yourself clean from the accusation..
Everything will be too late..
If you started of with faith it eventually will fall apart
no matter how strong is your relationship or even friendship..
they wont even buy it if you say you were trying to fix the problem
cause now all they see is you as the pain in the ass..
How sad is this life when both sides leave you for something that is not true..
fairy tales and movie usually have good endings with the bad guys ended up dead
but those are in fairy tales
which are not applied in real life..
the truth and justice wont just appear like that..
The truth is
the more you try to make things right and clear your name
the more people hates you..
and the one you love will hurt even more..
I myself now still doesnt have the courage to cross over..
the problem still hunts me..
the scar will never fade..
the accusation..the betray...
its still there...
